Friday, 1 March 2013


I am scared.
I am scared that I will mess up my new job…
I am scared that working in the office from 9 to 6 means I have less time for my family…
I am scared that I forget how to control my facial emotions when in the office… since I have worked mainly from home for the past 5 years.
I am scared that I have to depend on caffeine to get through each work day…
I am scared that my outfits and lack of makeup is not office-appropriate…

I have dug my secret fears out of the closet, it is time to look hard at them and determine how to vanquish them.  * Deep breath * I am strong… this too shall pass…
May the Force be with me.  Peace.

Addendum after lunch - I shall not lunch with people who brag about their 5 year old's ability to do long division sums after attending xxx enrichment class.


  1. *hugs* jia you! I am envious - I wish I can work at home for the next 5 years!

  2. You will be fine. Have faith in yourself!

  3. Thanks OKC and Petunia! Things do look better when I have had uninterrupted rest :)